got home from the halloween party around 11, very tired. could have dazed off against C's shoulder if the conversation had stopped for long. got into bed/pjs/teeth brushed before midnight. didn't go to sleep. tired. but didn't turn of the lights / close the computer / act like a reasonable person.
last time I saw a clock it was about quarter to three. didn't sleep for a while after that.
woke up around seven thirty, but thought it was much latter. didn't look at my clock for a while. expected the alarm to go off any time so didn't try very hard to fall back to sleep. finally did get up, saw the time. my mom was still in bed. stole the cat from her. ivy didn't want to cuddle.
I went back to bed. don't know if I fell back asleep. really got up around ten ten. could have stayed in bed longer, but did the responsible thing and got to campus early for a lunch thing. cookie for breakfast, pizza for lunch. oh, college.
just did the math, got a minimum of four solid hours asleep. that is unacceptable.
argh.
no dreams i remember. no notable anxieties. but i do wish i had given C a kiss goodnight. yeah, there were people around, but they're were our friends, and it should be comfortable. ugh. feelings.
don't have to wake up for any time tomorrow, need to determine if it's better to let myself catch up on sleep, or continue to enforce some kind of alarm.
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