insomnia diary 10/31/12

didn't sleep well, no surprise. started feeling tired around two, but still had to take a bath. that was nice, hot water, stupid book. didn't open my computer up again.

tried to sleep. both curtains closed, eye mask on. didn't happen. got up a few times, but didn't reopen the computer. think i brushed my teeth twice?

last time I remember seeing a clock it was 3:15.

weird dreams. about friends and breasts and cheese. i don't know. are my dreams supposed to tell me things? i hope not.

woke up naturally just before ten, still tired. went back to bed for another forty five minutes. don't know if I slept. turned the alarm off, didn't get up right away, but I was brushing my teeth by 11:11, clapped for good luck. forgot to make a wish. all of my wishes should be about getting enough sleep.

woke up with an upset stomach. felt too ill to catch a bus to be on time for american lit discussion. probably feel good enough to leave now, only i haven't done the reading for shakespeare and i hate that class, so probably not going. is a legit life choice. plus, i might start feeling sick again. that seems likely/possible.

haven't eaten anything today except tums and toothpaste.

happy halloween.